Shhhhhh subconscious whispers!

Shhhhhh subconscious whispers

I over analyse situations because i am scared of what will happen if i am not prepared for it.

I am not honest with myself because if i am, I may not like me.

I'm afraid i will have to make a choice… I am not ready to look at or make.

I am afraid that if i stop my secondary gain, will I be accepted without it?

What happens when I am no longer a victim, will I be strong enough to survive?

If I am well, if things become better I'm not quite sure I will know what to do next.

I stand in my own way because if I let myself heal completely, I wont know who I am anymore.